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Brooke faces her dog in harness. Her hand is on his neck

My name is Brooke Coleman and I’m a freshman at Christopher Newport University in Newport News, VA. I’ve been working with my best friend, Leader Dog Sampson, for a year now with our anniversary being on Halloween, but guide dog training wasn’t my first experience with Leader Dogs for the Blind. I’ve been a part of the Leader Dog family since I participated in their 2019 Summer Experience Camp and have been in love with the community ever since.

Through these next handful of posts, I hope to give you all insight into what it’s like living with a visual impairment and what it’s like working with Leader Dogs for the Blind. 

Brooke stands outside with her dog at her side in harness.At Christopher Newport University, I am majoring in political science and double minoring in leadership and human rights. After I graduate from undergrad, I hope to be accepted into law school. My goal right now is to become a human rights researcher with a focus in disability rights. This would mean that I would have the opportunity to interview other disabled people and write about the struggles they face.

However, this isn’t necessarily my dream job. Ever since I was in kindergarten, my dream has been to become a published author. Since then, I’ve written the first draft for three full-length novels, each of which feature a visually impaired main character. My goal with my writing is to show people how blind and visually impaired characters can also be the hero of a story. 

When I found out about my vision impairment, I was seven years old and I was diagnosed with retinitis pigmentosa, meaning I am night blind and have lost most of my peripheral vision. I was in first grade at the time and, as any seven-year-old would, I forgot about it until I moved up to second grade when I had to start orientation and mobility training with my long cane. That was the first time I realized how much this would impact my life. When I first started walking around with my cane, it didn’t take long for me to realize how many people would stare at me. Of course, I know now that it was out of curiosity because how often do you see a blind seven-year-old? At the time, though, all I knew was that it made me different from my peers, and I hated it. Naturally, I grew to hate my cane, as so many other blind and visually impaired people do. I refused to use it unless I was forced to by my orientation and mobility instructor.

Brooke stands smiling on a beach with a white cane in her handThis put me in a lot of dangerous situations. I was completely dependent on my mom, sister, and the little vision I had left. If neither my sister nor my mom were there to provide sighted guide, I was constantly tripping over something or running into someone. As you can imagine, it didn’t work out well.

This continued until I was sixteen, when my orientation and mobility teacher came to me with the proposal of going to Leader Dog’s summer experience camp.

I still remember when my orientation and mobility instructor came in and told me about Leader Dogs for the Blind and their summer experience camp.

I was sixteen and looking for guide dog schools. My instructor knew this and was helping me with the process and came across Leader Dog’s week-long summer experience camp. We looked at the activities they had, and I immediately knew I wanted to go. I filled out the application, mailed it in, and anxiously awaited their response. When I heard back saying I was accepted, I was ecstatic.

A group of teens stands in front of a white banner with Leader Dog logos on itA couple months later, I was on a plane to Michigan for the best and busiest week of my life. As soon as I got there, I knew I was going to have an amazing time. I had the opportunity to experience so many things I never would have had the opportunity to had it not been for Leader Dog. They had tandem biking, ziplining, rockwall climbing, beep kickball, scavenger hunts, game nights, driving simulators, and so much more. The best part, though, was that I got to experience all these activities with other blind and visually impaired teens. I made so many friends that week, and to this day, three years later, I consider some of those people some of my best friends.

If you ask any of the alumni from summer experience camp what their favorite part of the week was, there’s a nine out of ten chance that they’re going to say, “Dog Day.” This is the day when we got to work with a guide dog and a guide dog mobility instructor (GDMI) to learn about what working with a guide dog is like.

Brooke walks on a sidewalk with a golden retriever in harness. She is smiling and looking at the woman next to her, who is holding the leashDog Day is the day that everyone looks forward to. When I was there, we were all counting down the days until we got to work with an actual guide dog. Ever since I was diagnosed with retinitis pigmentosa, I knew I wanted a guide dog, but that day was what really sold it for me. As soon as I grabbed onto that golden retriever’s handle, I knew for sure that this was my next step in life, and as soon as I got home, I filled out the application for a guide dog.

A couple weeks after I came back from Leader Dog’s summer experience camp, I got an email asking if I was interested in returning for their orientation and mobility (O&M) training. I knew that if I wanted a dog, I would have to improve my O&M skills, so I signed up for the next available week.

About a month after I got home, I was turning around and flying right back out to Michigan. This week was very different from camp, but it was just as impactful. This was the week that convinced me that I didn’t have to feel embarrassed about using my cane.

When I got there, I was assigned an O&M instructor who I worked one-on-one with throughout the week. At first, I definitely needed some polishing on the basics, but once that was done, we were able to move on to more difficult things, and by the end of the week, I was comfortable enough to do a drop-off where I was dropped off a couple blocks away from Leader Dog’s downtown center and I had to find my way back without the help of my instructor. It was definitely nerve-wracking at first, but when I was able to find my way back with ease.

A group of teens with white canes stand in front of a building that has Leader Dogs for the Blind on itAfter that week, I realized I didn’t have to be embarrassed or ashamed of my cane. I learned how to be proud of my disability and the tools that I can use. I stopped letting fear prevent me from being independent, and I started using my cane more often rather than relying on my mom or sister to help me navigate the world.

Like I said before, as soon as I got back from Summer Experience Camp in 2019, I applied for a guide dog. A couple months later, a week before my birthday, I found out I was accepted and they were waiting to find the perfect match for me.

Unfortunately, due to COVID, that process took a little longer than usual, but a couple days before my eighteenth birthday, I got the call saying they found a match for me, and on Halloween, I was introduced to my new best friend, Sampson.

Brooke crouches, smiling, on a driveway in front of a two-story house, She is holding Sampson's leash as he sits next to herI still remember that day as if it were yesterday. The entire day I could barely sit still, knowing my dream would soon come true. Finally, around 6:00 pm, I got the text from my instructor saying they were about ten minutes out. My mom and I stood in the driveway, and as soon as I saw the blue and white Leader Dog van turn into our neighborhood, I immediately started crying. Sue, the instructor, brought Sampson around to me, and I knew we were meant to be.

Ever since I got Sampson, I’ve been so much more independent. Before I had him, I used to dread grocery shopping, just like any sane person does, but afterwards, I would actually volunteer to go, just so I could work with Sampson more. Having him in my life has been like a breath of fresh air. He is my best friend, and I love him with everything I have.

For my last post, I would just like to say thank you to everyone who is involved with Leader Dogs for the Blind. None of this could have been possible without the trainers, the donors, the puppy raisers, and everyone else. There aren’t enough words in the English dictionary to express how grateful I am to have the Leader Dog family in my life. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for all that you have done for myself and everyone else.

See Brooke talking about her experience on YouTube.

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A young yellow lab/golden retriever cross sits on a porch in a too-big blue Leader Dog vest. Behind the puppy is a bench with a plush dog in a blue Future Leader Dog bench. To the right is a pink sign with a flower design. It reads: watch me grow.

By Volunteer Puppy Raiser Karen Beatty

My first-born grandson, Dawson, was born at 24 weeks 3 days and weighed in at 1lb 11oz. Due to being premature, he developed Retinopathy of Prematurity stage IV (ROP). ROP occurs when blood vessels stop growing for a time, then begin growing abnormally and randomly. The new vessels are fragile and can leak, leaving the retina scarred and possible detachment. In Dawson’s case, the retinas detached, tearing away from the back wall of the eye and putting him at a high risk of becoming blind. He now has no vision in his right eye and low vision with nystagmus (an involuntary eye moment) in his left. His visual acuity is 20/800.

An older yellow lab/golden retriever puppy sits next to a young boy holding a white cane. They are in a living room.
Mira D and her namesake, Dawson

While reading all I could on vision impairments and blindness, I came across the Leader Dogs for the Blind website. A guide dog, I thought, would be something Dawson might really benefit from. I noticed the volunteer tab and wondered in what capacity we could volunteer (we live two hours away from Rochester Hills). Puppy raising seemed to be the perfect fit. We got a puppy of our own to see if we had the dedication it took to raise a Future Leader Dog. When our dog Lacy was 1.5 years old, we decided to apply. We were approved and picked up our first puppy, Mira D, (Everest X Gatsby), a yellow Labrador/golden retriever cross on January 27, 2020.

Her name has a special meaning. Mira, short for miracle, and D for Dawson. We later learned about the Mira Foundation, an organization that provides guide dogs for clients between the ages of 11 and 17, and that “mira” in Spanish means sight. We didn’t know that when choosing her name, but we refer to these type of things as “God winks.”

Yellow lab/golden retriever in a Leader Dog harness sits next to a smiling woman with graying hair and glasses.
Mira D with her forever person

We raised Mira D for about 15 months, dropping her off at Leader Dog on April 29, 2021. She’s now working with her client in Wisconsin. As for Dawson, he’s now 12, has a personality larger than life, is quick witted and very musically talented.

Our journey with Leader Dog continued when we picked up our second Future Leader Dog Resi B (Casey X Briggs) a yellow Labrador/golden retriever cross on September 9, 2021. Her name also has a special meaning.

A young yellow lab/golden retriever puppy sits on a kitchen floor next to a young smiling boy with his arm around the puppy.
Resi B with her namesake, Benjamin

Resi is for resilience and B for Benjamin, our second born grandson. Physical resilience refers to the body’s ability to adapt to challenges, maintain stamina and strength and recover quickly and efficiently.

Benjamin was born with malrotation of his intestines with volvulus, which means the intestine did not form properly and failed to make the normal turns in the abdomen. Volvulus is when the intestines twist, cutting off the blood supply. At 3 days old, Benjamin went in for emergency surgery where the doctors untwisted and re-routed his intestines. He was given a 20% chance of survival. It was a huge surgery for such a tiny boy, but he did great. Benjamin is now a very loving, athletic, amazing 7-year-old. Resi is a very sweet, loving and obedient puppy with maybe just a little more pep in her step. Her projected return date is August 21, 2022.

If all goes as planned, we will pick up puppy number three when returning Resi B to Leader Dog. The house felt so empty after returning Mira D and our personal dog, Lacy, felt her absence.

Karen and her husband with a young puppy in Karen's arms. They are smiling and standing in front of a field of sunflowers.We have our sixth grandchild on the way, so we know we must raise at least four more puppies after Resi B, hopefully more! All our children and grandchildren love the puppies and the entire family pitches in to help.

I feel so blessed to have met so many wonderful people in the Leader Dog community, some in person and some through email and social media, but all are supportive and full of great advice. I have our puppy counselor on speed dial! I love how everyone is cheering each other on every step of the way. We have utilized all the materials and resources available. Puppy raising for Leader Dog has taught me how to be a responsible pet owner and all about positive reinforcement. Our only regret is we didn’t know about it sooner.

If raising a puppy might be the right volunteer opportunity for you or someone you know, you can find out more on our website. Browse the FAQs, sign up for a free, virtual orientation session and learn more about the impact you could make.

Black lab looking to the side in grass

By Outreach Services & Community Engagement Manager Leslie Hoskins

After clients in our Guide Dog program have been with their new Leader Dogs for about a week, we interview them to find out about their experience in the program. In one interview I did, I asked the client, Angeline, if she could tell me a little about her new Leader Dog. Angeline began to cry. 

“I’m so happy and I love my new Leader Dog… I just can’t shake this feeling of guilt that I took someone else’s spot.” 

“Can you tell me more about what you mean?”

“I can still see a little and I feel like I don’t deserve to be here getting a Leader Dog when someone who can’t see at all could have been here. I took their spot.”

This is something we hear all too often from clients or prospective clients. Understanding legal blindness and that most people who are legally blind do still have some remaining vision isn’t common knowledge. Many times, when people call to inquire about the programs and services available at Leader Dog, they are asking for the future. They want to know what will be available to them when they can no longer see. Typically, during these conversations we find out they are in fact already blind, but because they have some remaining vision, they believe they aren’t ready for services or don’t deserve them.

The truth is that if you are diagnosed as legally blind, you qualify for all the Leader Dog programs and services even if you still have some remaining vision. Explaining to prospective clients that they can benefit from orientation and mobility training or a guide dog even with their remaining sight is something we do all the time. Along with these conversations often comes guilt from people who think they’re taking a spot away from someone who needs it more.

I continued my conversation with Angeline by asking her if she was legally blind. She said yes. I asked if she had been having difficulty traveling independently. Again, she said yes.

I replied to Angeline with the message many Leader Dog clients have needed to hear at some point. “Then you absolutely ‘deserve’ to be here. Leader Dog is here to help all individuals who are blind, no matter the amount of remaining vision they have. There is no order of worst vision to best. Each person experiences vision loss differently and it impacts their life differently. You have every right to be here and getting your Leader Dog. If you can go home and travel independently with confidence, then we have done our job! Please don’t ever feel guilty for receiving services you deserve.”

If you or someone you know is missing steps, running into objects, not leaving the house alone or not knowing where to go due to not being able to see street signs or landmarks, you are a candidate for services. Safety and independence are in jeopardy when not being able to move through the environment safely due to vision loss, even if some remaining vision exists. All clients deserve the right for services no matter their visual condition or who can see better or worse. 

If you or someone you know is a candidate for free services at Leader Dog, you can find more information and applications for all our programs on our website: Guide Dog, Orientation and Mobility, Youth Orientation and Mobility (ages 16‒17) or Teen Summer Camp (ages 16‒17).